What can I do then is there no hope for me?
Yes there is hope because we are told even in Matthew 9 times and in John 8 times to ASK. I had to stop was given a song about giving your heart and soul to the Lord. I will put the song first, but there does need to be a desire.
If your desire is to be in the will of God then pray this prayer.
I know it is your desire for us to love you with all our heart soul and mind
Being evil as you said we are we need your help to do this
Father, I give you my heart soul and mind
Help me to love you the way I should.
I ask in Yeshua's name as He reveiled this truth
I thank you for it
Amen (so be it)
If you prayed that prayer, believe you will see new things, if you are weak in your faith there is even example of this within the word, you can ask more as the example given by the man that said I believe help thou mine unbelief. Jesus did. It is all a part of asking. If you desire something you see Yeshua mention... Ask for it.